Ahhhh. Well I awakened this morning with the sense of closure ringing in my ears. I’ve decided that today is the first day of the rest of my life and the past is the past. There’s much to look forward to: the visit from a cherished friend, the holidays, my birthday, the whole wonderful future.
At one point I thought I was going to get married at the age of 40. I didn’t know to whom, I just always thought that 40 would be the year. Seemed like a good idea – better late than never….but that was just a psychic premonition – and frankly my psychic premonitions ain’t so accurate! Next month I turn 40 so it will be interesting to see what happens in that long-anticipated year.
I refuse to be sad about the past any longer. It’s a pointless waste of time. Now I move forward. And to mark this special event, my landlord is doing repairs on my apartment today.
Who could ask for anything more?
